11:03

my ex attempted to make plans again today
the minute i thought he wasn't gonna show,
i canceled.


i still feel stood up.


we argued on the phone
ended up laughing.
i know i'll see him again
soon.
i just don't know
how soon.


text argument with 5xs
over the things that were said
he denies it all.
he calls and begs for me to talk to him
he texts and says
please pick up
talk to me babe
i stop responding.


texts from army guy.
he's getting on my nerves.
i'm pushing him away
because...
there's just too much pressure.
i don't want a baby.
i don't want a baby.
i don't want a baby.
how many times do i need to say it?


sweet late night texts
from facebook guy.
i know, i thought it was gonna be over.
it should be.
he's taken.
same ole, same ole.


"we fight all the time.
we're never happy.
i don't want to be
the bad guy and have
her friends and family hate me"
to be continued....


new guy.
he's a triplet.
o_O
this could get confusing.
did i mention 5xs is a twin?
do i have a thing for multiples?
=/